Contemplations From Master's Feet

It has been a month since I started exploring this lifestyle, and already I feel like this just might be where I am supposed to be. Whether i will stay with the current Dom, I do not know.  I know He is very kind and has already become a dear friend to me, and is a gentle Teacher and Master (when He wants to be).

"One must lose control to be in control"

Or so one Mistress said in an Episode of House, cant recall the original phrase but it is close enough i think to make my point.  I have found that by relinquishing control to my Master that I come out of a scene more at peace and centered mentally and emotionally than any other 'vanilla' play.

There is/will be more to this.. but it has been a long day and this switch needs her sleep.