Utter Peace

This weekend was just plain awesome.  

But that is a different post. 

Just To Sum Up:

I was supposed to go to Saturday's fetish party with a friend who was not able to make it.  My friend Max offered me a place to crash after vanilla event that we both would be at.  I eagerly agreed, knowing that i would be safe in his care (even if my mother is paranoid).

It helps that he's amazingly attractive, even if he's old enough to be my dad (notice i said dad not father). We had had one encounter before, at his home, and it was sizzling.  I'm not going to gush about that afternoon... at least not tonight.  He had previously made hotel arrangements at a hotel close to the club, so after the event we went there.

We played for a bit then went to dinner.  When we got back he gave me a crash course in how he liked to be served by a submissive.  And it was in those moments of learning that i felt total and utter peace.  To be kneeling on a pillow at his side of the bed, serving him his drink; head down, eyes closed and hands cupped and held upwards ready to hold his drink when he put it down again.  Just that feeling of contentment was eye opening for me.

With the one other Dom that i have been with, i never had that level of contentment, deep down and to my soul. My head heart and spirit was at peace; both at the hotel as he taught me, and while we were at the club as he played with me and as we just stood and people watched.

All in all I had a fantastic weekend....

Stay tuned for a full recap later on when i'm not so bloody tired.