Well i get a text from him today telling me that he and two of our friends were going to be in the area for lunchtime and if i wanted to join them i was more than welcome to come over and have lunch with them. I instantly called him back and told him i'd be happy to join them and asked if they were already at the ale house.
He said that they were and that they had already ordered but i was more than welcome to still join them. So without a second thought i gathered up my things and wandered over. Though as i was walking i realized what i was walking into and said a prayer of sorts for strength and courage, as well as sending a text to a few of my friends, who knew the pain that i went through when we broke up last year.
Fast forward a few minutes of me walking through the sweltering sun in dark clothes (hey it keeps me warm in the ice box that is The Company okay!), and hit play at me joining them at their table. I happily greeted everyone with hugs, and kisses for one of my girlfriends who was there. I sat next to my ex and we all had a great time, eating and laughing and having a blast.
They walked me back to the office and i gave everyone a hug, even my ex, and didnt feel the slightest twinge of mourning or pain.
Baby steps, and i think i did pretty well today!
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