Holiday Woes

When Christmas is your family's BIGGEST holiday to celebrate together, and one person doesn't really have the money to help make it the best, it really brings you down.  Yet again, it's me this year who has a small budget for Christmas.  But it's not because of my mindless and unaware spending habits.  No this year it's because my precious car decided to shit the bed three weeks ago and its been in and out of the shop since then.

Yes that is me... I'm just about 30 lbs lighter...

So yeah, new thermostat and radiator later, it's time for me to slowly accumulate Christmas presents for my mother and sister and a friend or two who have been pretty supportive through the turmoil of dealing with my father this past year. So now I have to sloooooowly search online for gifts for my mother and sister, and my friends will be an easy find for the most part. 

And then theres the Season's Beatings Fetish Party on the eleventh that i'm going to with my "big sister" and her BF. :-D  And a few of my other friends will be there as well.

I wont be Serving that night, unless I choose to, though i think that night will be for socializing and playing catch up than serving.  Though Ms P might actually use wax on me that night, i hope; since she didn't do it last party.  He had given me a preview on my forearm last party, but i want the full experience from Her, and I know She'll take good care of me as She always does.  I hope to see a few others there from FetLife that i have conversed with in the past.  Whether i will see them or not i have no clue since the parties are normally packed.

I'll be wearing my new corset as well as a wet look skirt that is in actually the bottom half of a strappy dress that broke, so it will suit well for the party.  I hope to at least get a flogging from Ms P's friend since we got a bit distracted and I was returned to Serve Him before her friend and i had the chance to properly meet and taste of his skills.

Probably wont get a fuck that night, BUT again, i'm not looking for that. Just looking to socialize and have a good time.