All Calm

MINE!!

So there was a bit of drama and crap earlier this week that I hinted at in my last post.  I won't go into it here since it has since been resolved and both important parties have figured things out. Suffice it to say that my trust was tested and territorial urges arose, and Rose herself wanted to snap a twig in half over her knee.

Pissed off? Yes.

But as I said things are cleared now, and I'm feeling a lot better, especially after he told me that I was the only person he's been with, even though there may have been plenty of other opportunities to play with other females.  The way he said it and the intensity of it was hard to doubt.

The rose that everyone was up in arms over, myself included, was hanging from his shelf in his closet, drying out and looking beautiful as ever.

I don't know whether he finds the fact that I am so territorial a good thing or amusing. Granted there are some people that cannot know, which is sad, considering the set up THEY have but... neh.. whatever.  At least He wont demand that of me, to share. Because I wont have it.  I tried it once and I figured out it just wasn't for me. I'm a one on one sorta girl.

I feel so safe and protected in his arms, and i'm so happy that I can walk up behind him and nestle my head right between his shoulder blades. It is a "safe" place for me, and one he doesn't seem to mind me taking from time to time.

So yes, i'm pretty calm and happy right now.