So I went to be with my Master last night, and I had to wait for Him because He was working on a troublesome car that dint want to behave properly. So i waited patiently, finishing my book that I had in my purse, my hand idlely playing with the tag on my collar.
Yes i was a cheeky little miss and wore my collar into his work, tag and all. Wanted to please Him as well as see what kind of reactions that i might elicit at wearing such a thing in a public 'vanilla' venue. Reactions were nil but I know that He was pleased with me for wearing it.
I followed him back to his place, going ahead since he needed to get gas, saying hello to his room mate and playing with his pug for a while while the demon she-bitch dog growled and barked at me. I went to His room and play with His cat as we waited for him. I probably should have gotten presentable for him, but i was distracted with his kitty.
When He got home and into his room i sat like a good little girl and waited for him to tell me what He wanted me to do. We kissed and i played with His cock, rubbing it and caressing it, pressing my fingers into the bundle of nerves just at the base. He drew me to him by my collar, my tag jingling in the metal ring. One hand played down my back to my skirt, lifting it and caressing the flesh of my ass, a finger slipping under my grey cotton thong to play at my tight ass hole. Almost instantly I relaxed and let him explore, having him never really play with my anus alone before. It was interesting, kissing him and having his finger play with my tight little ass hole.
Slowly I relaxed, and he was able to fit his fingertip into my anus and gently finger me there, letting me get used to the idea. As my passions rose, so did the tempo of his fingering. I was on a haze of feeling as he teased me allowing the sensation to be introduced to me as slowly as i would allow. Soon I was gasping softly against his mouth, small waves of feeling rising up and crashing down over me. After a few more moments he rose up and made me suck him, teasing me and testing my remembrance of what he liked (lips, kisses, licks and sucking of his cock, in that order). Even better I can take more into my mouth, and let his head rest just before the entrance to my throat before i feel the gag reflex kick in. He was very pleased with that.
I suckled him close to cumming as well but I stopped just before, because he forced me back, ordering me to stand up and take off my thong and lifted my skirt even as he ripped my black sweater from my shoulders. He pushed me down on the bed, my skirt lifted and my sex exposed. With a snarl he took me fast and hard, his growls and grunts thrilling me as his long hair fell around us. Was a quick encounter, but enough to sate us for now, and after he had rolled off of me, I sat up and removed my dress and bra, gently caressing his bare skin and rubbing his hands and forearms at his request.
Though there was one moment when my thoughts turned from my Master to Xel, and slowly i feel into despair and my arms went around me, my head dipping into my shoulder and the shuddering sobs and tears flowed. With a soothing tone my Master took me into his arms and caressed my back and my hair, kissing my eyes and my forehead, whispering soothing words as my back bowed whenever i suppressed a particularly hard sob. I told him of my fears and regrets, and he soothed them with gentle words, kisses and caresses.
I wont tell all of the conversation, just sufficed to say that he calmed me enough to be coherent again and able to function.
He also rubbed my back a bit and did some cupping on my back while we watched TV. finally it was time for me to leave, though i still wanted cuddles and snuggles from him, just for comfort and security.
I still have my doubts about myself , still have the regrets. but with my Master by my side, both as my Master and my friend, as well as the rest of my friends and family, I will eventually get through this.
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