Valentine's Day

Soo yeah, Valentine's Day for me = suckage

I haven't had a good V-Day in a long time, particularly since it was either because i was sadly single and wishing i was with J again, or shit head didn't have the money for anything nice.  Which normally isn't a bad thing, don't get me wrong, but when mommy and daddy are footing the bills instead of him being a big boy and ... UGH not getting into that... *rubs face and growls*

ANYWAYS back on track here...

I've had a bad string of men lately, maybe because J set my standards pretty high and maybe because my judgement is skewed... i honestly don't know. Well, that haven't ALL been bad. When I Served Max last November I had a great experience and will still even now gladly Serve again.  But I don't know what to expect this year, and it's a bit unsettling.

Part of me doesn't expect anything at all, considering the situation, but who knows. I know that it will be a sweet time with Him, because of the connection that we have and how much we care, even after such a short time in knowing each other.  Psychic links are funny like that I guess.

So who knows what this month will bring.