Absence

Sorry for the lack of updates my loyal readers, But i have been sick recently and once i got better Mother Nature decided to call on me so there hasn't really been a lot of exciting updates, just some random ideas popping up in my head that i will share shortly.


I finally have a pair of boots!!


Granted they are about a size too big, but that's what insoles and stuffing the toes are for! And they fit my calves perfectly since they have full lacing in front AND in back of the shoe!

Shoes are damn sexy no?

But i have bought fishnet gartered hose as well as a bright red tube dress that i will be wearing with the boots to the next Shibari meeting and Electrolust Party, where I will be once again used as a guinea pig for rope and tied.  Hopefully i will get a 'present' of a partial suspension from one of the riggers at the party, and then Sir will most likely flog and whip me. He'll probably put me in a arm binder too for part of the night which will be very fun as well.

I'm hoping that Pet will come with us as well and that she'd be up to coming back to Sir's place and all three of us can play! *giggles* It would be really cool to have a good experience like that, because i have found that i do want to at least play with select girls... and Pet certainly is one of them!

Electrolust Saturday January 2nd, 2010

So went to the Guerrilla Shibari Meeting before the Electrolust party, and got rigged by Master Arkady.

He started with a chest harness, even allowing me to lean forward before pulling me backwards, which elicited a snarl from me.  From there we moved to the floor where Master Erebus had spread out a shiny silky blanket since the club floor was icky and gross.

Which was where he finished the hog tie, typing my ankles together and leading off with a long part of the rope and proceeded to show off how 'helpless' i was.

He dragged me around and I just LAUGHED... was so much fun!

And thak god i'm flexible else him pulling my feet above my head would have hurt all to hell!!

Then he asked me a fun question as he took his hand in my hair and tugged gently. "Have you done hair bondage?"  I replied that i hadn't but i sure as hell wanted to try.

Thusly this series of photos were taken.

 

I couldn't help but gasp and vocalize a bit as he tugged on the ropes.




He demonstrated the seesaw motion that one could do and i damn near purred at the delicious pain and pleasure from getting my hair tugged and the rope binding me tight and secure.

Then Erebus started talking and i shot back a wise ass comment which resulted in a hard tug upwards from Arkady, and a groan from me.

It was a wonderful experience, and as Arkady untied my ankles i had this happy grin on my face and Erebus knelt down and aimed the camera and said,

"Smile Miss Rose,"

And i gave this shit eating grin that looks kinda evil in my opinion:

I'm not having fun not at ALL!! 

*giggles*

Then of course there was the party after the meeting, but before we went in, we had to go and get food because at least 6 of us were hungry.  We all piled into Mistress Persephone's car, Master and i sitting together in the front passenger seat.  We all had a blast yelling at crazy weekend drivers and laughing at my ADD "oh shiny" moments, which were echoed by one of the other gals that came with us.

After we had eaten, and made fun of two Guido boys that had come into the pizza place behind us, we walked into the club, Master leading me on my collar, Mistress Persephone greeting us, drink in hand.

Later that night, I followed Master to where Erebus was rigging his lady friend and Master gave Mistress Persephone permission to play with me.  And play she did.

Pulling my hair, scratching me over all of my exposed flesh, and spanking me as Master supported me with an amused smile on his face. Into subspace i floated, my eyes half closed and fluttering, barely registering the satisfied smile on Mistress Persephone's face as she tilted my head back.

After she finished playing i cuddled into Her side, my nose brushing along her neck, my sign of submission and thanks for the gift of her attentions. With a laugh she kissed me on my cheek above my leather muzzle and held me close as i slowly came out of subspace, bending at the knees in deference to her and went with Master to get me a drink of water.

Twice I overloaded that night, and twice my wolf asserted herself. Both times i came out of it scared and crying, but Master was there to hold me until I calmed down.

After the party we got out to Master's car... not even halfway out of the parking lot the damned thing DIES. No sputtering or any indicator just... pfft... (best way i can describe it).

We had just enough inertia to get across the tracks to a parking lot off the road to call his room mate and make him come down to rescue us.  All the while i am sitting in the passenger side of the car shivering under his blanket scared witless because Hollywood at 330 am isnt the best place to be yaknow? *twitch*

Anyways,  his roomie came to pick us up, we got home and i changed into normal clothes and drove my ass home and went to sleep for a few hours before my 11-8 pm shift at pubelix..

I Remember

I smell your scent once again,
and i remember.  


I feel your arms around me,
and i remember. 


I hear your gentle tones, 
and i remember.  


I feel so lost without you, 
without your guiding hands.  


Lost without the safely, 
lost without the sanity.  


You provided me with so much, 
so much that i still need.  


I feel your skin, 
and i remember.  


I see your eyes, 
and i remember.  


I feel your hair, 
and i remember.  


Even after all this time,
I still want you.  


Even after all this time, 
I still need you. 


Even after all this time, 
I still crave you.  


By the Gods and Goddesses 
Help me heal this bleeding heart,  


So that someday soon,  
I know i can love again.

Double Teamed - Oh So Good!

Friday December 11, 2009

So last Friday was the first meeting of the Guerrilla Shibari meeting and it was a success by all accounts. Got to meet a bunch of new people and meet Mistress Ingrid face to face (what a powerful beauty) and had a great time all around. Typical me I was very nervous around a bunch of new people, but with Master’s reassuring hand on mine I slowly calmed down and loosened up a bit.

We sat back and watched as Erebus tied up a sub girl and as she was played with by Mistress Ingrid. IT was quite fun as I sat at Master’s feet with my cheek on his thigh and knee, my eyes watching the rigging and Erebus work. Master and I stayed after most of the guests had gone since we had planned to go to Erebus’s house afterwards. We helped pick up the dungeon a little bit even though Mistress Ingrid’s slaves were supposed to do the job.

I handed my keys off to Master as we left, since I’m not very keen on driving at night, no less on the highway to an area that I am not familiar with at all. As we drove Master teased me and tortured me with little pinches and caresses on my breasts and my cunt. There were times when we hit some serious conversation, and when I became emotional, his calming hand lay on my knee and or my hand.

We finally arrived at Erebus’s house and we settled in, getting drinks all around and relaxing, taking a quick tour of his home. That was when I broke out my leather muzzle/mask. When I showed it to Erebus and he sniffed it I swore he would have cum in his pants. But then again the smell of really leather just sends me into my happy place too so I can’t complain too much. =)

I took a seat on his chaise, leaning back and chilling out as we talked, and it took a bit but after a while Erebus mentioned about wanting to play with my tits and he eagerly came over and took them out of their confines, spanking them and watching my face as I reacted. He sat me up after a few minutes and removed my bra and pulled my spaghetti strap tank to my waist and began playing with my breasts in earnest. Finally he got to the good part and just pulled everything off of me so that I laid bare on his chaise, my arms stretched above my head as I watched both Erebus and my Master as they looked at me before they both laid their hands on me and I started to fly, not float, to FLY!

Most of it afterwards is a blur, just a haze of sexual euphoria, but there were some instances where the clouds cleared. The first time was when Erebus started to finger me. He wasn’t gentle or pussy footed about it, he just instantly filled me and went for the sweet spot, teasing me then nearly jack hammering my G-spot until I came, arching my back and screaming as the orgasm ripped through me and I squirted all over the place. Then there were the sweet thuds of Erebus’s flogger as well as Master’s flogger, the combination of leather and rubber a beautiful sensory bouquet on my pale flesh. Finally Master’s bull whip came out and Erebus rained stinging sweet kisses on my chest and stomach, pausing a few times, just waiting for me to open my eyes to look at him and then CRACK goes the whip and the pleasure just radiates from the contact point.

At one point Erebus took a break to answer his phone and talk to one of the girls that had come to the Shibari meeting. He started telling her about what my Master was doing to me and to just tease him I stood up and started to dance, swaying my ass from side to side until he stood and gave me a few good swats on the rump. Erebus invited her over and soon she had arrived, and was greeted with me standing quite naked in the doorway, smiling and waving. She came inside and we all settled down and started talking a bit, though it wasn’t long before Master started playing with me again and getting me to squirt over and over again while Erebus played with the other sub, as well as the pair of them watching me writhe moan and scream.

Erebus at one point told me to go across the living room to where he and the other sub were sprawled out on the couch and to play with the other girl. Being the brat that I am, I instead went across to straddle his lap and stick my tits in his face which he eagerly started playing with while she caressed my ass, my hip and thigh grinding into her cunt. Then I turned to her and started kissing her gently, my fingers arched so that my nails trailed over her skin. Then I gave into my urge and pulled her head to the side and started to bite her neck, all the while Erebus was playing with my cunt as well as hers and soon she was shaking, ready to cum again and again.

Erebus then directed me to lick her cunt, and I lowered my head to her cunt, licking softly tasting her and then drawing her whole engorged clit into my mouth and began sucking even as one of them went to work at her mouth and breasts. She shook as she came and I lifted my head to smile at my Master who was watching me intently. Then as I lay back, she kneeled between my legs to lick at my pussy before my Master sat down and went to work on my clit again.

And you want to talk about firsts? As I came, my scream of pleasure and release melted into a full blown HOWL!! Not some pussy ass kids “Awwooo” sort of deal,a full on, full throated howl. That was a first and felt so good. We all had a good laugh at that, but I knew that Rose had been satisfied a bit.

Ranting

I am an alpha wolf/Lupa that just may have found my counterpart, and yet he is a lone, transient wolf that is unsettled as to where to den, and who his mate is.  

He tells me that he has not felt the call of an alpha as powerful as mine, and yet he tells me that this other chick calls to his human side, and just might call to his wolf as well.  

I have sat back on my haunches and been his steadfast friend for well over 10 years, and my wolf is beginning to get frustrated, as am I.  

How can you tell us that you haven't felt a call as strong as hers, and yet chase the tail of another possible wolf? He doesn't even know if there is even a wolf INSIDE of this chick, and yet he's flying all the way to NY to live with her etc.  


*huffs and paws face* I have never had a dom/alpha bite me once and have his power wash over me and have me baring my belly so fast. 

Normally there is the chase and 'fight' which is fun in its own right dont get me wrong, but when you feel that connection with another wolf, and the opposite feels the same... what is there to fight against? Why go chasing another spirit tail when one is already there wagging at the entrance to a warm den and a happy and willing mate.  


I know some people may say that I should go sniffing for another male as strong as he is, but when you feel that the companion is staring at you with green gold eyes, why should you?

/rant

SIT ON NAUGHTY SANTA'S LAP

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The Wolf Within - Part 4

She lays naked on the floor, her pussy wet and drenched with her arousal, the wolf pacing besides her as her human counterpart rubbed her legs together. Rose felt alive and new and aware all at the same time. Her body undulated as a memory hit her and she threw herself back into her mind, the wolfess following behind.




They met at a local pool hall, Edward trying to see if he could find a job since he had heard the hall was looking for people. His mother and step-father were along as they were members of the APA (American Pool Association) and it was the night for their meeting and matches. Rose didn’t play pool and so she sat back to watch Edward play as he was waiting for the owner to come out of his office.

She enjoyed watching him, his body move, and his face as he concentrated. She had always been a very visual person, and left herself at a perch where she could easily watch him, the wolfess sitting in her lower back, the fur rubbing along her spine. As the night waned she would call out smart aleck remarks and jabs, earning looks or the flip of a particular finger, and Rose would grimace back at him or throw her head back in a laugh.

Soon she began to feel antsy and felt her shoulders curling forward and her back arching, a stray snarl or huff escaping her lips as they waited. Edward looked at her once and gave her a wry smile.

”Getting uncomfortable are we?”

Rose looked up at him and stuck her tongue out at him. “She’s sitting right here,” and she indicated where her wolfess was with a single finger down his spine, half tempted to dig in with her nail, but for once behaved. “And it doesn’t help that we’re BOTH getting antsy.” Edward nodded.

”He’s been sitting there as soon as the moon hit the horizon,” Edward replied roughly, shifting slightly.

Finally after a few more games, Edward was finally run off the table and they made their escape to Rose’s car and back to his place.
Once there they greeted his sisters and got a drink, Rose sipping some water and Edward downing some juice. With a wicked grin Rose walked up beside Edward and snaked her hand underneath his shirt, trailing her nails down his back and over one hip, chuckling darkly as his sharp intake of breath.

”That’s fucked up, especially when you won’t follow through,”

Rose chuckled again. “Who said I wasn’t going to?” She asked softly, meeting his gaze and smiling slowly around the rim of her glass. He glared at her and walked into the office that doubled as his room while he was there. He invited her in and she sat down on the computer chair, watching him as he changed his shirt, though Rose was sorely tempted to stand and help him out of it. Rose had always had a weakness for button down shirts, and his shirt was no exception.

After he had changed his shirt he sat down on the edge of the pull out bed, grumbling about how his back and neck hurt. Rose stood and laid her hands on his neck, her thumbs and fingers digging into the flesh of his neck and shoulders, finding small knots and working on them. One instant when she had the chance she pushed his shirt back and bit him gently, eliciting a hissing breath from Edward. She looked down at his hands once, and saw that his knuckles were white. With a chuckle she asked him what was wrong and in a growl he replied that it was very hard for him to maintain his control. Rose nearly purred as she stopped rubbing his neck and knelt at his feet, looking up at him.

She tilted her head to the side and could feel her wolf rising, and knew that he could feel it to, could see it as his eyes darkened and narrowed as she went to her knees and whispered in his ear before nipping it gently, her breath blowing softly over his flesh. He growled out that they defiantly needed to take a walk, and with a sway to her hips Rose walked to her car to get her sneakers that she had packed just in case and put them on, pocketing her keys and cell phone and walked ahead of him out the front door.

They talked as they walked to the park, the light of the full moon the dominant light source as they made their way to a nearby park. They talked and explored before Edward made his way to the highest point on the playground, and sprawled out to wait for Rose to join him. Which she did slowly, before sprawling out next to him, her head cocked so she could look up at him.

They proceeded to kiss and explore, Rose being very brazen and breathing on his neck, and Edward growled at her. ”You know that when you breathe on an alpha’s neck he gets VERY territorial?” Rose smiled.

“Oh do they now?” She asked as she breathed on his neck again. With a growl Edward fisted his hand in her hair, his mouth hovering over her exposed neck. His voice dropped dangerously low and growling as he replied.

”YES they do,” and with that his head shot down and his mouth closed over her neck and windpipe, a classic wolf submission bite. Rose gasped and arched her back, her eyes widening before closing as she sank into the feeling, one of his arms snaking around her back to support her, his free hand slipping under her shirt and kneading at her soft flesh.

“Oh gods,” Rose whispered as she caught her breath. “After all this time, I can’t believe this is what I’ve been missing.”

Edward chuckled. ”Maybe you haven’t, but SHE has. She’s always known that He’s been right here,” And with that his hand slipped under her waistband and rested just above the mound of her pulsing sex. Rose gasped and arched as his hand delved lower and over her sacred mound, his fingers pressing past her folds and centered on her nub. The contact alone had Rose suppressing a shout of triumph, and she writhed as he began to circle it with the pad of his finger before he slipped another finger inside of her, her body clenching as he teased her. She threw her head back as she came slightly, her juices flowing out of her and onto his hand.

When she came back to herself she looked up at him and smiled as he chuckled, telling her he was nowhere near done with her yet. He goaded her, telling her to let go, to show him her wolf fully. She stood and removed her sweater, raising her head into the light of the full moon, basking in the glow of Luna’s silver kiss. How she wanted to be fully naked in her skin under the Glow of the full moon, but the only touch she was going to get was that brief taste before she turned to Edward and removed the latch on her belt, slipping it down to reveal the swell of her ass, taunting Edward with the prospect of having her in her furs and wagging her tail for him.

He growled at her and pulled her down onto his lap, his swollen prick sinking into her wetness and one hand slipping around Rose’s front to play with her sensitive nub again, which sent her into a frenzy of twitches and moans. Silently she shifted and waggled her ass as she got onto all fours, sighing as he slipped inside of her from behind.

She tried to raise herself up, but Edward growled into her ear ”Who said that you could get up?” and forced her head back down, even as she snarled.

The suddenly he froze and cursed. A pig had spotted them and they had to leave before they were caught. Quickly they dressed and adjusted themselves and power walked out of the park, laughing at the close call. Once at his house they leaned on her car and she rubbed her cheeks along his jaw line, scent marking him as well as liking the stubble on his cheeks.

With a final kiss they went inside so that she could collect her things and say goodbye to his mother.





Once home Rose had stripped down to nothing and spread out her quilt so that she could text Edward as her phone charged, the twinges of the memory making her wetter and wetter, her free hand slipping down to her core and she groaned inwardly at her heat and level of arousal. With a final text she slipped naked into bed, neither she nor her wolf wanting any other skins on them. It felt perfect and right to lay in bed naked and free without any restrictions.

The Wolf Within - Summary of Past Posts in my LJ

The Wolf Within - Part 1

A woman sits encircled by candles, a bowl of incense, The silent smoke curling upwards, her rhythmic breathing taking the scent deep into her lungs as she cleared her mind. She called silently to the beast that dwelt within her, the she-wolf. She could feel the black furred form lift her head at her call, her ice blue eyes startling against her dark fur. She padded out on silent paws, her ears perked forward, tail neutral.

They never truly got along, the woman and her wolf, and it was time to come to an understanding, of sorts.

With a lunge, the wolf materialized into the circle of candles, sitting in front of the woman, her head cocked to one side. It's about time. The woman smiled at the feeling inside her head, which translated into words.

"Well you left me no choice after you ran like that. Didn't really give me time to fully come into my mind again." The wolf huffed, her tail tocking.

What was I supposed to do? He wasn't what I needed. With a wolf snort she laid down. At least not what we thought I would need.

"You know Bara's back in town right?" The woman knew that that would catch the wolfess's interests.

Her ears perked forward again, her tail lifting in interest, the feeling of curiosity mixed with mostly suppressed excitement. There were no need for words to be formed, for both aspects were happy to know that a dear and old friend was slightly back in the mural of their lives. The wolf only had met glimpses of the wolf that lived inside of the human counterpart that was the woman's old friend.

"Would you promise me one thing?" The woman asked, watching the wolf's expressive body language intently. The she wolf shifted and licked her chops, her fur shivering as she shivered away a nonexistent bug. Taking that as an acquiescence to at least try, the woman presses onwards. "Try to behave at least as best you can until he can help us."

The wolfess gave a lupine shrug. She wasn't going to promise anything, and the woman knew that that was the best that she could get out of her, at least right now. The woman opened her arms, an invitation and acceptance. The she-wolf stood and walked over to face the woman, the scent of forest, fall and fresh turned earth filling the woman's nose before the wolf seemed to walk through her, back into the den where she stayed.

The Wolf Within - Part 2

It would be at least another month before the woman could meet her old friend. The she wolf would pace inside her as they talked, wandering as close to the surface as the woman allowed her. She sent her reactions to the woman, and normally she would laugh and relay those reactions to him.

Rose, for that was the woman’s name, was thrilled to be speaking to her old friend Edward again, as he had been one of her first good friends in middle school. Granted, he had his faults; the primary one being that he tended to be a pathological liar. But it was something that she was used to coming from him; she didn’t particularly like it, but she was used to it. They would chat, text, and instant message back and forth, laughing, reminiscing and sending pithy comments back and forth over the lines.

One thing she seriously doubted about him was whether he would truly make an effort to come and visit her when he came down for the holiday. Though he swore up and down that he would make the effort, she was already preparing herself for getting hurt. She also felt at times that he was more interested in helping to ‘tame’ her unruly wolf than reconnecting. But a small part of her reminded her that she still wished for some sort of completion of what had happened that one night in high school; the night that she sat astride his lap after a song and kissed him, the thrill of victory singing through her veins. A half smile spreads across her visage as she recalled it, a sly look in her eyes.



Perhaps there could be a completion of that scenario, or perhaps things would not progress at all. Only Fate knows the web She weaves.

The Wolf Within - Part 3

Again Rose sits, her eyes closed and breathing calm as she called her wolf forth. It was easy this time, as she was prowling close to the surface, her tail thrashing and ears twitching. Rose wrinkled her brown and shifted in discomfort before feeling the she wolf emerge.

Opening her eyes Rose half glared at the wolf pacing in front of her. "That wasn't nice you know."

The wolf looked at her and shook her head, giving a half snarl, half huff. 'What was I supposed to do?'

Rose snorted, "Like YOU were the only entity that wanted more, wanted to take."

Rose was referring of course to the events that had transpired previously. Finally their friend Edward had come home and Rose had gone to visit him after she had gotten out of work, the she wolf wagging her tail excitedly all the way. Once there the excitement felt in the twin hearts beat in tune, giving a heartfelt greeting and hugs. As the night progressed the she wolf kept urging Rose to stand from the bench she was sitting on and walk through the smoke of his cigarette and take what she wanted, especially after he bared his stomach at her.

Rose felt her eyes go feral and her closed hand could not hide the smile that crept along her face, and Edward remarked to her, "Don't look at me as if I'm food. I'm the one that eats the kill."

A chuckle rose from her throat "You think so huh?"

"Oh no I don't think, I KNOW so."

Rose laughed and dared Edward to prove it. Though he wished he could, the presence of his family presented an issue that was hard to work around.

By then end of the night the she wolf was restless and close to the surface, and as Rose hugged Edward goodbye, the she wolf took over and snarled at him, a few times. Edward laughed and warned them both multiple times that being a tease to him and Bara would end up in something that Rose and she would regret later. The wolf did not care and snarl huffed at him twice more. With a wry smile Edward looked at her and said, "You asked for it," and promptly fisted his hand in her hair and clenched his jaw on her neck and windpipe.

Rose felt like she was flying and inside the she wolf howled in pleasure, the mixture of pain and pleasure and the placement of the bite nearly sending them both into subspace. Rose had no doubt that Edward could feel and hear their want through the way she arched into him. Rose's eyes fluttered as he lifted his head and they both grinned.

After exchanging a few pleasantries, Rose took her leave, promising to come back to hang out again soon. The wolf still paced in her, her tail thrashing and frustration emanating from every fiber. She wanted more, wanted to see Bara fully, hear his growls and snarls, and feel the sharpness of his teeth in their flesh once more.

"Soon enough," Rose replied to those feelings, even as she could feel things inside of her tighten. "Soon enough we will meet the true Bara."

Only slightly contented the she wolf returned gently back into Rose, staying near the surface, just in case.

Fetish Night @ Purgatory 11-14-2009

So Saturday I went with Master to the Fetish Party at Purgatory and we had a blast. I wore my black and white mini skirt, gartered thigh high hose, my black and pink bra and panty set, and a black vest that I put on to cover up my belly since I don’t like the pudgy tummeh (grumbles and prods jiggle belly). Didn’t do much with my hair and makeup this time around, left my lips bare so that Master could kiss me. I wore my collar and took my leash along this time so that Master could lead me around properly. I carried His flogger with me as we got to the club. Once inside we wandered around a bit, checking out the play areas, the dance floor and checking to see if anyone we knew was there.  


We wandered out back and were met by two fellow members of Fetlife (Deiter and Erebus) and we stood about and chatted for a bit before breaking off, my Master and I hanging out outside for a little bit more, taking in the cool night air. Eventually we went back inside and danced, his hold on my leash letting me know whether he wanted me close or whether he wanted me in a grande plie, before I bobbed back up. 


We danced through a few songs before wandering around the club again, the fog from the machine and cigarette smoke permeating the air and clouding our vision slightly. We headed into a side corner where the larger play area was and it was there that we found Deiter and Erebus there, Dieter playing with his companion on the table and Erebus in the crowd watching him play. Then Erebus decided that it was time to get me ready. He has asked permission from my Master the night before if he could rig me up in a hog-tie idea that he had thought up and had gotten cleared to do it. While Deiter wound down Erebus started rigging me up, eventually putting me face down on the couch that was in the area, slipping a rope gag into my mouth and trussing me up so that all the movement I was able to do was bob my head up and down, wiggle my ass and kick slightly (though that tugged on my head since my gag was attached to my ankles).






Above is the full rigging as photographed by Erebus. He allowed me a few minutes to relax into the bonds, get used to the pull and tug of each movement. Honestly I also felt a strong sense of comfort by being bound in that way, though the gag pulled at my lower lip.

 

After I was allowed to get used to my bounds My Master, he pulled out His crop and spoke to me, asking me if I wanted Him to use his crop on me. I nodded whole heartedly, loving the sting of his crop.

 I floated through most of the session. I was spanked, cropped and Erebus even took out his flogger or used my Master’s flogger to flog my ass. There was one time when a Lady asked my Master’s Permission if She may spank me. He granted it and she proceeded to kneel and spank me and used Her nails on my ass, arm and back. The first scratch was testing and when I raised my head in pleasure She scratched me more. I think it was then when I started floating into subspace. 

I wiggled, thrashed and squealed through the gag if a particularly hard blow hit me, and as punishment the main line was lifted so that my head was pulled back sharply and a harder blow was struck. Finally the play was stopped, whether by my Master or Erebus but Erebus knelt down by my head again and told me that he was going to untie me. I gave a small not in assent and slowly I was unbound, spitting out the gag when I found that I had the chance. Erebus asked me if I had had a good time and I gave him a happy smile and told him that I really truly did. I was worried at the time that it was later than it was, even though it was only 1:30 in the morning; guess that’s what happens when you hit subspace huh? 

 We went and got a drink later, only getting water for me since the rope had dried out my mouth. After we danced a bit we headed back over to the couch where I had been bound and relaxed. Erebus came back and requested that he would be allowed to flog me. Coolly my Master handed over my leash and with a rough tug Erebus put me on my feet, giving me a wry smile and telling me he was a little bit more aggressive than Master. I replied that I did not mind in the least and he bent me over the couch, lifted my little skirt and began to flog me. 

 A smile slowly began spreading across my lips, even though there were a few particular thwacks that had me arching my bag in pain. He nudged my legs farther apart so a few hits got me square on my pussy and it made me even more hot and bothered. After a few moments he turned me onto my back and started flogging my front, though one blow landed too hard on my ribs and had me near tears. But between my Master’s soothing words and Erebus’s calming touches and apology I was back into the scene and writhing and arching in pleasure.

When the party broke up, we headed back to my Master’s place. He teased me the whole way home, bringing me close to orgasm but never letting me reach it until we went up to His room and I pleaded with Him to let me suck His cock. He let me and then also bent me over the side of His bed and fucked me, delving deep into my core. Despite my need to want to stay until He came, I regretfully had to leave to get home at a decent time so that I could have a few hours sleep before I had to go to work at 11 am. 

 All in all it was an amazing night and I plan whole heartedly to go to the next one in December, and this time I’m taking the whole weekend off so that I could sleep longer than just a few hours.

Contemplations From Master's Feet

It has been a month since I started exploring this lifestyle, and already I feel like this just might be where I am supposed to be. Whether i will stay with the current Dom, I do not know.  I know He is very kind and has already become a dear friend to me, and is a gentle Teacher and Master (when He wants to be).

"One must lose control to be in control"

Or so one Mistress said in an Episode of House, cant recall the original phrase but it is close enough i think to make my point.  I have found that by relinquishing control to my Master that I come out of a scene more at peace and centered mentally and emotionally than any other 'vanilla' play.

There is/will be more to this.. but it has been a long day and this switch needs her sleep.